Ya no quiero más

Estoy cansada.

Estoy cansada de luchar por causas perdidas sólo porque me enseñaron que si me esfuerzo realmente, conseguiré lo que quiera.

Estoy cansada de que me den falsas esperanzas una y otra vez, y yo sea tan tonta como para creérmelas todas y cada una de ellas.

Estoy cansada de que la gente me muestre una cara mientras está conmigo, y a mi espalda muestren otra totalmente diferente.

Estoy cansada de que me mientan, y de creerme las mentiras.

Estoy cansada de tener miedo al desengaño, y más aún, de dejar de tenerlo sólo para que el desengaño llegue tarde o temprano.

Y Dios, de lo que realmente estoy cansada, hasta un punto que no os podéis imaginar, es de entregarme. De confiar, de querer, de creer, de enamorarme.

Perdí el miedo de nuevo, porque tú me dijiste que no lo tuviera. Confié de nuevo, porque tú me dijiste que confiara en lo nuestro como tú confiabas. Me ilusioné de nuevo, porque tú me dijiste que me ilusionara contigo. Y, era de esperar, al cortar todas las trabas que yo misma, por mi propia seguridad, le había impuesto a mi corazón durante todos estos meses, comencé a enamorarme. Comencé a creer en lo nuestro, en la causa más perdida que he perseguido nunca, porque tú creías en nosotros, y así me lo dijiste. Me coloqué en la posición más arriesgada de todas; me arriesgué a creer, porque me negaba a pensar que todo aquello fuera mentira. Porque esta vez de verdad parecía diferente. Porque esta vez los dos haríamos que fuera diferente.

Y en mi posición, fui totalmente vulnerable al ataque que vino después, y que salió, como tantas otras veces en el pasado, de la nada.

Craig David - Rise and Fall

Sometimes in life you feel the fight is over,
And it seems as though the writings on the wall,
Superstar you finally made it,
But once your picture becomes tainted,
It's what they call,
The rise and fall [x2]

I always said that I was gonna make it,
Now it's plain for everyone to see,
But this game I'm in don't take no prisoners,
Just casualties,
I know that everything is gonna change,
Even the friends I knew before may go,
But this dream is the life I've been searching for,
Started believing that I was the greatest,
My life was never gonna be the same,
Cause with the money came a different status,
That's when things change,
Now I'm too concerned with all the things I own,
Blinded by all the pretty girls I see,
I'm beginning to lose my integrity

Sometimes in life you feel the fight is over,
And it seems as though the writings on the wall,
Superstar you finally made it,
But once your picture becomes tainted,
It's what they call,
The rise and fall

I never used to be a troublemaker,
Now I don't even wanna please the fans,
No autographs,
No interviews,
No pictures,
Endless demands,
Give into vices that was clearly wrong,
The type that seems to make me feel so right,
But some things you may find can take over your life,
Burnt all my bridges now I've run out of places,
And there's nowhere left for me to turn,
Been caught in comprimising situations,
I should have learnt,
From all those times I didn't walk away,
When I knew that it was best to go,
Is it too late to show you the shape of my heart,

Sometimes in life you feel the fight is over,
And it seems as though the writings on the wall,
Superstar you finally made it,
But once your picture becomes tainted,
It's what they call,
The rise and fall

Now I know,
I made mistakes,
Think I don't care,
But you don't realise what this means to me,
So let me have,
Just one more chance,
I'm not the man I used to be,
Used to beeeeeeeeeee

Sometimes in life you feel the fight is over,
And it seems as though the writings on the wall,
Superstar you finally made it,
But once your picture becomes tainted,
It's what they call,
The rise and fall [x4]